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  • here and there.

    March 6, 2011 0 Comments

    hey all, no ones probably gonna read this but whatever. i've been coming on every little while, here and there, and looking at the forums but not posting anything. i have to say i quite miss the community and all the other maggots, but to be quite honest, i haven't really been able to get over Paul being gone. i don't know, it's just been hard, as i'm sure you know. i still love the Nine to death but i just haven't been able to listen to them like i used to. it hurts knowing Paul isn't here, physically at least. i think i'll feel better, and get some kind of closure i guess, if and when i get to see them again. for now, i've been quite immersed in my other love, the EDM scene. i've loved all types of house, electro, trance, dubstep music since i was younger so this genre has kind of taken over my playlists. that's not to say i don't love my metal, but EDM, like metal, allows me to kind of just space out and not think of anything and yet think of everything at the same time. with Paul being gone, metal has kind of taken on a new feeling and not an entirely good one for me seeing as Slipknot was my salvation. with a part missing, it's been hard. things will get better and i know one day i'll be able to listen to them again like i used to. miss you everyday Paul. sharann.

  • Paul.

    May 27, 2010 1 Comment

    Posted this in the forums, but I'd thought I'd post here too.

  • Fave Slipknot Album

    September 16, 2009 2 Comments

    My fave album :)

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    06/30/11
    Posted 2 years ago by sparkly_spike

    Hiya hun. I definitely agree with the hole sensation. I'm okay, similar to yourself - one minute, not so bad, the next - devastated. It's hit me really hard, tonight was the first time I've actually been able to eat (and keep down) food since I heard about it all at the start of the week. Tonight I had my first shift since I heard as well, that was hard to do. I hope things get easier for you, and don't feel guilty or rush into listening to them. Take things at a pace you feel comfortable with, this has to be your process. <3 thinking of you always xx

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    Posted 2 years ago by crazyboyl

    Merry Christmas!

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    Posted 2 years ago by crazyboyl

    Hey,

    Haven't hear from you in awhile...how are things going for you down east?